Good morning one and all.
It’s currently 39 degrees and dark outside. The expected high is 54, with a chance of some morning rain showers and then partly cloudy to mostly cloudy skies in the afternoon.
Yesterday was…something.
I got some good news, I don’t have to write up those emergency plans, so that’s a load off my mind and plate.
However, there was a snafu with the purchase card on a purchase. I am not the purchase card holder. I should have caught that this type of purchase wasn’t kosher. I feel like a complete idiot for missing it. The situation is fixable, but it involves extra work and my having to get involved on a level for which I don’t have time. But, fix it I shall because I’m the one who let it get by. The problem is compounded by the fact that we are trying to do a multi-state share of costs on something, so now many others have to be involved which just slows the process down. I started the process yesterday afternoon. I took a big gulp and called the SD to tell her what was up. She took it well, although she is frustrated with how we do business. It boils down to the perception of split purchase, which is totally against the law, and I ain’t going to jail for no one! Mainly I am just really frustrated with myself for letting this get by. I’m better than this, and even now, my face is turning red thinking about it.
I have a day filled with meetings and must work on several things between the meetings. I am hoping for far fewer interruptions that involve “must-do nows.” However, I will come on top; I always do. It’s just a slog getting there sometimes.
And, I have to remember that, as frustrating as my job often is, I don’t work in a toxic environment or with toxic people. When I left DoD, I was in a very bad place. Is this job my passion? Most certainly not. I don’t really like admin work at all, but until something that interests me comes along that I can apply for, I’ll have to keep plugging along.
FCM, I’m sorry that Taz isn’t doing well.
Misnomer, I’m sorry about the vet. I’d find a different one too. I actually had to do that when I had my sweet Cap’n. He became very, very ill, very, very quickly. The vet insisted that we run tests and try all these different things, but I knew in my heart that it was his time. I finally got a vet who was very honest with me, and I had to let him go. He lost 30 pounds in three weeks and didn’t want to eat or drink, so I gave him IVs. The first vet just wouldn’t listen to me, and all these years later, I still feel incredibly guilty that my poor dog had to suffer so those last weeks.
I discovered I have a boatload of blankets that I need to get rid of, plus some more clothes to purge. I think I’m just going to stuff them in a donation bin because the Goodwill near me has notoriously long lines for donation drop-offs and rejects a lot of stuff. I have good stuff, but I’ve never forgiven them for rejecting furniture that was in good condition, especially after seeing the crap they had in the store.
I should finish my coffee and get on with my day. Hugs to any and all who want or need them.