Good morning everyone.
It’s currently 52 degrees with an expected high of 82. Same ol’ same ol’ and I long for a good few days of rain.
Today was supposed to be an in-office day, but since I didn’t fall asleep until 2:00 am and my alarm went of off at 3:15, I decided to work from home instead. I’ll make the day up on Wednesday.
There are a couple of different things at play here. First I received sad and distressing news from my step-mother. She has cancer. I want to say it’s multiple myloma, but it seems she used a different term. She’s not been feeling right for about three years now, but her doctor kept blowing her off. So, although it’s only just now been diagnosed, I think she’s had it a good while. She is going to move in with my youngest sister and her family. So, she’s got to sell her house, arrange for some movers, and move several states west from where she lives now. It’s all very sad and I wish I could help her out a little, but I’m just overwhelmed with work. On top of that, my stepmother is very independent and sort of withdraws when she’s dealing with difficult stuff. She gets through it by doing and doesn’t want anyone getting in the way. I know this because of how she handled my father’s illness and subsequent death. At any rate, I told her to let me know what I can do, and I’ll do the best I can to help her. I am very thankful she has someplace to go, because her immediate family doesn’t even reach out to her and they live near her.
The other thing that is keeping me up is my upcoming interview. Yes, it’s normal to be nervous before an interview. But, I think what is keeping me up is what the results of that interview mean. I’m not sure I really want the job, but on the other hand, someone else getting the job doesn’t really bode well for me. I had visions of applying for a lateral position that would have good, but they literally closed the job in one day and I missed the window. It’s my fault for not applying right away, but I had other stuff to do. My MPA is threatening to retire, so if I don’t get the job, she’ll be gone and I’ll be back to doing my current job and hers. Plus, I am also the acting (insert job title) for another state, so I am running myself ragged.
Blah-blah, lots of drama. Sorry to bore you.
I hope today is a good and productive day for you and FCD, mom.
I need another cup of coffee, it’s going to be a long day, even if I am working from home today.
I hope you all have a great day.