Thanks.
I want to make it clear that I wasn’t trying to articulate a rational position about US foreign policy, or what not. I was hoping, as best as possible, to give E-Sabbath a reading of how I (and to a limited extent, some of the people in Canada) might feel. See the disclaimer I added to my first response to E-Sabbath. I’m talking here about stuff like “feeling a bond” or “apprehension” and such. My rational analysis of the situation can be very different. Similarly: I can think my cousin deserves to be invited for Thanksgiving dinner, but I can still feel a little threatened by his habit of standing way too close to me when we’re talking. It’s this latter sort of thing that I was trying to express here, and that I believed E-Sabbath was looking for.
I wasn’t going for facts. I like it when I can make decisions based on facts, but those back-of-the-brain emotions are built mostly out of impression, stereotype, and who knows what. Asking my straight friends how they feel about gay sex, an honest answer might be “Eww, wolfstu, it kinda freaks me out”. Asking them what they think about it, though, I might get “Yeah, I get that gay people like it, so I can’t see why they shouldn’t.” Or I might get different answers to both. I figured E-Sabbath was asking more for the former sort of assessment, because of the way the question was posed:
I could have been wrong, but that’s how I tried to answer it.
What do I think about 9/11? In short, that it was a shocking, inexcusable and awful thing to have been done, no matter by who or to who. There’s no question of the United States ‘deserving’ terrorist attacks.
To further explain how I feel:
Appropriate or not, my reptilian impression of the Canadian government is that it generally lacks great vision, is slow to take action, but generally passes good laws, though sometimes embezzles and wastes a lot of money in the process. Our actions in the world involve sending bureaucrats and doctors to places, and not having a miltary or a secret service capable of much that would piss people off, even if we wanted to. Right or no, I’m generally confident that the elections are properly carried out.
As a kid, I thought pretty much the same of the US government. But things like the spectacle of the 2000 election, and the impression that the military or secret service has/had a hand in inciting rebellions or arming militia groups in Central America or Afghanistan or so on started to make me wonder about that. That’s the “good kid playing getting in with the drug crowd” in the analogy. Did any of that have anything to do with the Middle-Eastern fanatical group who decided to fly planes into buildings? Beats me. Did the people in those buildings deserve to die, or the US as a nation deserve the attacks? Hell no. But hearing the US has been up to no good made me deep down trust it less, rightly or wrongly. My shiny happy feeling about America is a little tarnished. To tell E-Sabbath that was an attempt at honesty - not an indictment that “The US is evil”, or anything else. I think there’s a lot of people who don’t trust the US as much as they used to, whether that should be the case or not. Deep down, I’m one of those people, and I’m trying to explain how that came about.
It’s like… loving your parents even if you disagree with them, or Alsatians resenting the Germans even though no living German invaded thier hometown in the Franco-Prussian war, or would want to today. Those feelings, those impressions, can linger way behind reason. I’m just trying to describe the feeling. If I’m rambling, it’s because I really want to be understood… my habit of demonstrating by analogy has in the past caused people to take offence where I meant none, or to think I meant something other than I did. 
Back at the rational level, I know one should always doubt one’s government, and I know that my impression of the US counts for squat - it’s the facts that matter. But if E-Sabbath wants to know if I have a “vague worry”… well, maybe.
Back to the (probably poor) analogy. I’ve told you what I thought of 9/11, but how did I feel about it when it happened? Well:
If, like in my home town, the drug trade is associated with gangs, all one has to do is have some innocent dealings with a member of one gang that another gang disapproves of or feels were an invasion of turf or whatever. That might just be enough for a sufficiently crazy rival gang to pay one an unpleasant visit. Al-qaida’s violent, poorly-explained actions seemed to me analogous to getting jumped on the way home by thugs you’d never met. Because those thugs were pissed off because they thought you were involved with a rival gang, even though you really weren’t.
Oh, no, no. The Canadian kid gave his friend some ice for his nose, remember? We care and even helped you try to resolve the situation (airspace co-operation on 9/11/2001, ships and soldiers for Afghanistan).
I really hope I’ve better explained why I posted what I did, and I hope I’ve conveyed that I don’t think the USA deserved to be attacked, or caused the attacks. Or even that the United States is a “bad guy”. Just that my former image of the American government doing only good in the world isn’t as secure as it was when I was a kid.
(I’ve reread this a bunch of times now… I think it’s okay. Actually, probably longer and more rambly than needed, but I don’t know what to take out.)