Before I begin I want to say this is really really awkward for me. This is the first time I have posted on a message board but I have read the Dope for two years now. I’m a liberal and this is a place where my liberal views are debated, agreed upon, and even debunked (just kidding).
Anyway that was an introduction but now I want to cut to the chase. I’m eighteen and I just got out of high school and I’m ready to start community college in the fall (while juggling a part time job at a bagel shop which I should probably quit soon). Now this is the worst part, there’s this girl I knew who I was friends with. Well, we only chilled in school, I was new to the school because I got in a lot of trouble at my old school and was kicked out (long story).
She was really cool and funny as hell. Now, I hang out with girls a lot because my friends always have enough alcohol to lure them to one of their houses but this girl tops them all. At first I was quiet as hell when I went there because I was afraid I would get in trouble again but she brought me out of my shell. I used to sit at her lunch table and this would be a typical day.
She would ask me if I got any pussy last night and I would tell her I get all the pussy and then I would go over all the sickest sexual things you could do to a girl and she would laugh. I dissed her too by saying she was a slut and then she would call me a virgin (which I’am but I did have a girlfriend for two months, never got passed second base though).
Anyway I’ll elaborate more later (we did a lot of other cool stuff but my brain is shot to hell right now) if asked but the thing is she asked me if I wanted to chill with her a couple times but I had to save face in front of the guys so I changed the subject because I didn’t want anyone to know I liked her. But I find myself thinking about her like at least twice every day (and the girls I chill with are pretty much boring bimbos and the other girls are so hot it would be like The Question asking out Wonder Woman). So I was thinking maybe I should try to ask her mutual friends (we chill with the same people outside school sometimes but at different times) if she wanted to chill with me still, if she doesn’t no big deal I’ll finally be able to forget about her and get with another girl. Maybe she’ll forget I was a fucking dumbass but I don’t want the guys thinking I’m a loser or anything and I don’t want her thinking I’m a loser either.
This is in the Pit because I want the you guys to be honest with me and not to sugar coat anything. What do you think because I need some advice right now and I’m kind of an emotional wreck (other things going on with friends and that shit) so maybe trying to chill with this girl is a bad idea. I just hope no one recognizes who I really am or my rep is fucking flushed down the toilet.
Anyway thanks for reading, sorry for the long post.