Just a public service announcement. Lots of people get killed by guns in this country. Please don’t contribute to the problem. Don’t point a gun at yourself and pull the trigger- ask for help if that is your plan, people WILL help you deal with that if you put even minimal effort into asking. If you are Hitler reincarnated and you are contemplating suicide, well ok, but even then, at least run it past some counselor first.
But aside from that, maybe you are a cop who can skip shooting the next unarmed black person. Maybe you are a Mexican drug dealer (in Mexico!) who can refrain from shooting at least one person.
If you can justifiably avoid shooting somebody at least once in your life, do it. You will score moral points, no matter what else you have done.