Suppose, I’ve held my tongue a bit too long.
I’m black and I don’t care about slavery. I believe a popular misconception is that slavery went undebated in this country. It’s a lot about pointing the finger and finding the scapegoat to take blame.
I will say, however, that being white in itself has inherent advantages. Just like Chris Rock said, “There are poor white people who wouldn’t want to be in my shoes and I’m rich!” This especially rings true from my experiences is as well. I’m eighteen years old, graduated from high school with honors, and I maintain a 3.5+ GPA in Community College. A few weeks ago, I told myself I would get a job just to get my feet wet. In Royal Oak, Michigan, there are strips of stores and businesses that had “Help Wanted” signs. My friend James, who was white and 19 decided to do the same thing as well. I filled 5 applications at five different locations, I was also refused an application in two of the stores when they proclaimed in a stutter, “We don’t need help anymore” when I ask why they had the sign still up, they claim that it was mistaken. Just two days ago for classes, I went by, the sign was still up from a month ago.
To get back to the point, I was denied for each and every one of those jobs. James on the other hand now works at the Baskin Robins. I have more experience than James, I excel academically and I’m not a slacker as he is. Its to the point where I am uncertain of my future, where being black is stigma, where my hard work seems to be in vain. Ever since I was sixteen, I’ve been trying to get jobs in predominately white areas, for two years I’ve been denied. Why do I go to white areas? Because quite simply, I tend to relate more to them. Since I am gay, which is like the ultimate taboo in black culture, I’ve been harassed and physically beat up before. I find whites to be a lot more embracing and tolerant; I don’t flaunt my sexuality either.
Quite surprisingly, I was against Affirmative Action. Only recently have I started to support it, it seems that if you aren’t a white male you have lots of hurdles to jump through. The instrinsic fault lies in what blacks and whites had to overcome to get where they are. I grew up in drug-infested neighborhood, saw people die before my eyes, I was even molested at an early age. I wasn’t privelaged to have a reasonable childhood or even a mediocre education. While schools with predominately white students had state-of-the-art technology during high school, we were using books dated from the 1960’s. I never studied philosphers, the great writers, or the great minds. In 12th grade we were still writing reports on Martin Luther King Jr. and Harriet Tubman. Even in Community College (Since I can’t afford to attend a regular University) I have to bus myself there, at the bus stop there have been more than one occasions where we drop to the ground to avoid gunfire or see a crowd of individuals violently kicking a hapless white businessman in the alley.
All in all, whites live in a better environment and receive education that is undoubtedly superior than blacks. For the most part, the struggles they have to overcome painfully pales in comparison to a black person in the same stature. The notion that everything is on the equal playing field is laughable at best. The inherent advantage for white men is so enormous that no program will ever rival its superiority.
Regards,
B. Williams