Ok, Acting on the permission of, who was it, SkipMagic, I am reposting this while sober.
She’s been out of my life only a few days and I’m already feeling close to normal. I will be back to normal in good time.
I have some reputation rebuilding to do. online and at work. Online I have to not be a pathetic loser. At work I have to get out of a few bad habits picked up while not being able to put my full attention on the tasks at hand.
About the pit thread re: posting while drunk, I have a few things to say, more specifically about certain replies.
I resent the implication that this ‘relationship’ was all in my head. We had a genuine friendship for many months and when things turned sour and her problems surfaced in a big way. She affected everyone she worked with in different ways. Including my Boss who was the next in line to recieve daily problems and complaints from her regarding her personal life.
Today the boss said to the entire office. “Things should be more normal round here now and [y] have gone” (refering to her, and the acomplice asshole who also made everyone’s work like hell)
I also resent implications that I was an obsessive stalker. I admit I was obsessive but if anything I kept my distance and tried as hard as I could manage to seem together and ok. And offline I think I managed it (but not online as you all know)
Gripes over… I am looking forward to getting my life back and slowly but surely taking advantage of the evolved position and status (despite my ‘emotional issues’) at work.