How many times have I apologized for my behavior and my words? I’ve lost count, so maybe someone can do a search and let us all know.
My recent “blow-up” was a misguided attempt at protection, and once again I screwed up bad.
I should know better - our mods and admins are made of stronger stuff, else they wouldn’t serve in that position. They don’t need me. They have themselves to keep each other strong.
I swear, I don’t know what to do with myself sometimes.
I don’t see a need to apologize to the Dope at large. The way Tuba explained the circumstances it was quite understandable. You broke the rules sure. But thats between you and the Mods. Don’t worry yourself about this.
It was vindictive language, and I am not a vindictive guy! I know how to settle things the right way, and I didn’t do that in this instance. Also, I ignored some of our friends’ warning that I was in the wrong forum! It’s a punishable offense, no matter who I am or what’s wrong with me.
I don’t need to be cut any slack, and it isn’t the first time I’ve used hurtful words.
It was a bit of a shock when you ripped that guy a new one, good job by the way, but when Tuba explained it it all made sense and in those circumstances I don’t think a warning would have been fair.
I hope that guy gets a smack down and will finally leave you alone. Seriously fuck that guy for bothering you.
I sincerely hope that all of you know I’m demented. There are 10 types of dementia and I have the worst kind.
I have no interaction with anyone outside my immediate family other than you, my friends here and I never know what I will write or react to something being written against someone else.
As I told TubaDiva in a pm, I may as well tell you here: I let myself run out of my Aricept patch and one of my anti-depressants (Lamotrigine, the important one). PLEASE don’t think it’s because we didn’t have the money, okay, because we DO. It was just because I forgot!
Is that why I reacted so vehemenetely (sorry, that one’s misspelled too)?
I don’t know, but it happens in real life as well, and I am just as sorry that it does there as it does here!
I printed out my words in that thread. ALL of them, and they’re hanging right here next to me. I hope they’ll serve as a reminder to keep myself under control.
Dementia or no,everybody says stupid stuff they’re sorry for later. And, Even though most folks here don’t deem your apology necessary, it IS apriciated, at least by me because it speaks to the kind of person you are. It’s one of the reasons we DO cut you slack & that you are one of the, if not THE most universally beloved posters on this board. That’s pretty special, if you ask me. HUGS
