As you may (unlikely) recall, I applied to grad school for next year. Lo and behold, I was accepted, and will be attending Penn State with a Graduate Assistantship, which involves TAing.
Now, TAs have always been wise, old, figures of authority. And if they went drinking with me and said stupid things, I still knew deep down they were wise, for they had the power to give me grades.
But now I’m going to be a TA! How in the world can I handle this responsibility? I will be holding in my palm the lives and grades of 70-90 undergrads per semester. I am in no way wise and old enough to do this. Will they see straight through me, and discover the sham?
More seriously, I’m sure everyone goes through this, but I’d love to hear that I really do/will have enough experience and knowledge (at least compared to my students) as well as guidance from the teacher for it not to be a terrible experience.