I believe it’s been a while since we’ve had one of these threads (yes, I did a serach and read through the previous threads on the matter), so I’d like to get an update on who’s taking what medication/behavioural modification therapy and how it’s working for them. I’m especially interested in what anyone has to say about Straterra med-wise and attempts at building good work ethic habits.
I was only officially diagnosed fairly recently, second semester of my sophmore year in college (about a year ago), but it was apperantly rather obvious from the point of view of a variety of my teachers in high school, and in hindsight, the hyperactive part should’ve been spotted early in grade school. I constantly showed poor self-restraint in the classroom and on the playgrond, even flipping up my teacher’s skirt in 1st grade (I was pretending it was a cave). The hyperactive bit transformed from physical to verbal upon entering middle school, and ever since then, I find it extremely difficult to wait my turn and not just speak my mind whenever I please in class discussions. (I suppose it doesn’t help that I get a lot of positive reinforcement from teachers praising me for my observations and insight, but I’m not quite sure how else they could address the rudeness/impatience without squelching a child’s desire to express his opinion.) Uhh… I lost myself in a tangent.
Anyway, I’m currently on 75mg of Straterra once a day, with no noticable side effects, but no noticable difference in focus either. For the weeks I’ve been on it, it seems to prevent me from worrying too terribly about anything, even matters that should certainly warrant concern, like the pressing deadline of my “junior thesis”. I fail to really get excited about anything, positively or negatively and I’ve lost all motivation for anything. I sleep much more and longer than I’d like. I’m uncertain as to whether this is a bizarre personal side effect of the medication, depression, or if mind is just playing some silly psycho-somatic mood games with me because, I want the meds to seem to have an effect.
Before switching to the Straterra, I was prescribed 20mg tablets of methylphenidate, a generic form of Ritalin, to be used whenever I felt I needed to work for a few hours straight. Half the time, it had the desired effect for about 1.5 to 2 hours after ingestion. The other half of the time, those 2 hours would consist of me focusing on something entirely unrelated and unproductive, like (re)learing about the grammactical structure of Mandarin or weaving an elabortate daydream about the physics behind mutant powers in the X-men universe. Then I would slowly lose the ability to focus to the point where I was worse than unmedicated for the remaining 3 hours of effect. During those 3 hours, I would become extremely anxious in regards to every worry imaginable, preventing me from doing anything productive, which was ultimately why I was switched off it.
As for developing more organised working habits, the authorities I’m seeing about my problem have mainly encouraged me to attempt to keep a schedule of when and how long I ought to work (to clarify, when I say “work”, I mean work on homework, which consists mainly of drawing, as I am in art college) each day. I’m all right about writing the schedule most of the time, but then promptly fail to follow the thing, finding myself compelled to do things like read the Straight Dope every ten minutes or in capable of starting to work at all. I may be purposely self-sabotaging myself, but I wouldn’t know how to fix that either. (Shutting off the computer in this case is out of the question, as my junior thesis is all drawn in Photoshop.)
So, anyone want to share their experiences with ADHD treatments? Especially about work habits they’ve found helpful. I’m all ears.