When you’re in love with someone…and they are dominating your every thought…but you cant be with them at that moment…That painful aching feeling makes you so weak!
Almost helpless in a good way…and all you can focus on is getting through whatever it is that you’re doing so you can be near them again…so you can realize that no matter how close you are in spirit…its never close enough in body…its never close enough to your love to satisfy your desire to be closer to the source of that painful ache when they aren’t there with you…
Damn, dude. You really have a thing for this girl. And, I know exactly the feeling you have right now. Kinda good and bad at the same time. No way to really describe it. Good luck, man.
No, the most painful ache is when you’re in love with someone, they are dominating your every thought, but you cant be with them at that moment or any other moment ever again because they decided they didn’t love you anymore.
And then you get to talk to them averyday, see them almost every day when you pick up your kids who can’t understand why Mom and Dad can get along so well in front of them, do birthdays together, yet we can’t all go trick or treating together, and Daddy can’t sleep over when he’s spent the whole day fixing up the house.
And they are perfectly happy with this arrangement and can move on and have other relationships while you just coast through life in neutral, not able to get the energy to do anything productive 'cause just looking normal at work and in front of the kids takes so much out of you that you just feel paralyzed when you’re alone which seems more and more often as the months go by
sorry for the hijack, I’m just having a bad time today- Halloween was always “Daddy’s” holiday and I’m not looking forward to tonight
[selfishhijack]What about the painful ache that you get when you realize that, in spite of everything you could’ve done to make a relationship work, the other party involved is still a useless jerk, and not only are you better off without him, you’re MUCH better off if he’s DEAD???[/selfishhijack]
That would have made me sick if I didn’t have such a damned good idea exactly what he was talking about. And I sympathize with Mike too. I think it’s harder to be apart knowing there is no chance of reunion than to be apart and counting the days until you can see him again. For me it’s only 3 more. I’m soo happy.
I had just gotten off the phone with my ex trying to set up some kind of sharing for tonight. It didn’t happen though.
The OP just caught me at a bad moment.
(note to self: Dixie Chicks and Elliot Smith is a bad combo for emotionally unstable listening)
Claire(6) had a great time at her friends house anyways. Andy(4) got scared by some adults in overly realistic costumes and went home with his aunt who is staying with them for a while. So it went over pretty well considering.
Thanks for all the kind words from everyone. It’s funny, I thought I was fine until this weekend when I was over at the house and there were some pictures which I almost looked at. Anne freaked and wouldn’t let anyone see. I guess my imagination just took over and I kinda lost it this weekend :o
Well I’m going over to drop off a key at her house now- I’ll keep my composure I promise!
Maybe I’ll go out tonight
I heard on the radio that tonight is the #1 night for one night stands…
::longshot::
Anyone out on the northside of Chicago- I’ll be at Cullens on Southport in a brown leather jacket and a Cullens baseball hat
::longshot::
