It sounds exhausting. I don’t know that any right-thinking individual would judge you for sharing the information you have and doing the best in an incredibly difficult situation. Best of luck as you tackle the next steps.
Both of my parents are gone but in a way we were lucky. Dad died in an accident while still hale, and mom, while weaker, was not in the hospital and had lots of family to help.
True Pisces, I am so sorry to hear of the long painful process you and your family and your dad are enduring. I can’t imagine what you are going through. I’m a faceless internet drone but I feel bad and wish I could do something. You say you feel lonely, please know we are thinking of you.
That has got to be utterly exhausting. I hope that you can get some rest. And I hope your family’s not giving you a hard time; I don’t see how you could reasonably have done anything else.
The only one being hard on me is me, thankfully. My sister is using it as a way Dad can’t get out of having her visit and Dad even said to me that he wasn’t upset. I just worry about the next time and, possibly, the time after that.