Cold day. Parking lot crammed with cars. One attendant, a clearly stressed out, angry and tired African-American man. He couldn’t manage the few moments to run over to the entrance to plop down a cone, so people would know he was filled up.
I stood third in line to pay for my parking. The man who was closest to the door of the small attendant’s hut was irritated but not overly so. The second man seemed ok. The woman who came in behind me, fourth, wasn’t fazed. The first man said he’d been waiting to get his car for 30 minutes. ( Possible, but not likely )
The First Man started to berate the attendant verbally because it was taking so long to get his car. The attendant was trying to maneuver a woman out by directing her with is hand, as he stood in the lot. Finally the first guy really became abusive and said, look I’m going to go in there and get my key. ( the attendant wisely locked the door any time he had to step away from it. )
The attendant came back over to the door, and basically told the guy that he would do no such thing, that the attendant would get the key. The man watched the guy unlock the door and then tried to step inside, saying, " give me my fucking key". The attendant also started cursing, and I was sure there’d be physical violence.
The man suddenly said ( to the attendant ), " So what, you’re pulling a knife on me now? Just gimme my fucking keys before I come in there and get them". The attendant said, " you’re threatening me". And so, back and forth, angrier and more hateful.
Finally the man said, " just give me my keys please". The attendant took the $ 20, gave him change and handed him his keys. To his car. Which was blocked by another car. Which the attendant immediately went to move. He was struggling to regain some composure, but he was still cursing up a storm. The rest of us stood still, watching all of this. The man said, " You gonna be here tomorrow? I’m going to come looking for you." The attendant swore at him, saying yeah I’ll be here, bring it on.
The blocking car was moved. The man sitting in his car rolled down his windows and in a blazingly loud voice yelled out, " you know what the problem is ? It’s with niggers like him, the goddamned niggers are ruining the whole city. Makes me fucking sick. Oh, I’ll be back tomorrow". And with that, he drove out.
I’m not an idiot, I am well aware that plenty of people harbor deep and violent racist feelings. However, I do not know the last time I had to witness such a barefaced display or irrational and threatening hatred like that. I felt ill. The other people were shaking their head, horrified.
I can’t stop thinking about the look on that guy’s face. Pure hatred. Pure loathing that made him shake, made his fists clench the steering wheel. It was appalling. I wonder- can he sustain that level of loathing? Will he come back? Clearly he thought he saw a knife, he will return with a knife? A gun? His hatred feeds on itself?
It’s 2006. Nothing changes? Nothing?
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