Nope, I haven’t been around in a while. It’s a long story, so here’s the short version.
On February 13, 2005, I hit my spiritual bottom, shortly after having my last drink. Seriously considered suicide.
Emergency room (hours) --> Psychotic Ward (1 day - no room in Depression Ward) --> Depression Ward (3 days) --> Inpatient Treatment (30 days) --> Home/Outpatient Treatment/90 AA Meetings in 90 Days
I have 135 days today, along with most of the literature, a sponsor, a home group, a willingness, and a genuine love of “the program.” Trying to find a new job and living with the Hell that I’ve created in my current job… So much easier to deal with this situation sober, lemmetellya.
Anyway… I knew I’d be back someday and today’s the day. Had to check in at my old stompin’ grounds before posting a GQ… Had to come back; you guys are the most knowledgable M-Effers I know.
Any other friends of Bill W. out there?