Sorry for your loss, ivylass and family. My mother-in-law passed away earlier this year so I can empathize to some extent. We miss her but honestly we were all relieved when it was over.
My deepest condolences to your family, Ivylass. I personally know the feeling of seeing a loved decline and go.
Remember to take care of yourself.
I’m sorry for your loss. I’m glad she got to enjoy the cruise before departing, though.