This is my life

Well… you all know about the trip to the lake my friend and I were planning. Fuck that. The financial aid office we were going through gave us the ‘no lube special’. They told us that we would get our money about three weeks after we applied. Well, we got our money, but what they didn’t tell us is that we can’t HAVE it until the next semester starts. So, no lake trip for me. I suppose I’m stuck in hell, erm, Best Buy all summer. ::sigh::

I can’t sign up for classes next semester until I pay my parking fines. I can’t pay my parking fines until I get my scholarship money. I can’t get my scholarship money until I sign up for classes. Shoot me. Please.

I took a weekend course with Patrakis. All ya gotta do is an essay and you get an A. Guaranteed. I’ve been waiting on my friend who was in the class to mail me with the essay questions. You have two weeks to do the essay, but he’ll accept them until school’s out. School’s out. Haven’t gotten the questions yet. ::sigh::

The other day, when I was installing russian girl’s car alarm, we were sitting in her car talking. We start talking about relationships, we’re leaning so close together our heads are nearly touching. She asks me if I’ve ever dated anyone older than me, say, two years, or even just one year. She looks deep into my eyes, waiting for a response, lips moist in anticipation. I duck under the dash to finish what I’m doing. ::sigh::

I have a traffic ticket coming up in court in a week. I was going to file a continuance, and they have to be in two weeks ahead of time to be guaranteed to be continued. I got up the other day to write the letter, but Word wouldn’t open. Must be installed, it said. Huh? So I reinstalled it. Must be installed, it said. Ergh? So I go to court next week. Cop’s almost guaranteed to be there. Shit. ::sigh::

I’ve been eating almost nothing but frozen pizzas for the last two weeks. I ate a bowl of Life today. My stomach hurt. Why do I try?

I owe a friend two pair of 6.5 speakers, and another friend a 12" box, and another friend a rear speaker install. I have absolutely no motivation anymore.

I think I have insomnia. I’ve been staying up until three or four almost every day. Last night I went to bed at two thirty, but tossed and turned. So I did pushups, situps, and headstands until I was tired. I finally fell asleep.

I wish mom would turn on the air. She’s too cheap, though.

Russian girl was at work last thursday when some european import took a liking to her waitressing. He told her he was here for business for a week. He was drinking. He told he felt sorry for her, because she has such a pretty face, but her haircut makes her look like a boy. He kept drinking. She made him leave. He grabbed her ass on the way out. That’s what she told me. Tuesday, she tells me the rest of the story. He waited for her out in the parking lot. When she got off work, he tried to kiss her, and tried to force himself upon her. She said that all the tae kwon do just left her body, and she was helpless. She screamed until some guys from work came and ripped him off of her. He didn’t do anything physical, I guess, but now she’s on anti depressants. I don’t think they held him, or reported him to the police.

So, I think things are done with russian girl. Her long distance boyfriend came home today. For the entire summer. ::sigh::

Well, maybe not over. She sounds very sad when she talks to him on the phone, and she told me that she doesn’t know why they’re still together. But this does complicate things.

I’m supposed to finish the alarm install, but I think the brain is fucked. I was going to have the guys at BB look at it and see if they can’t fix it (I’d get a 50% discount on the work), but they only install BB stuff. Looks like I gotta take it to BrandsMart. I think I can get a discount there. Hopefully. If not, I dunno.

Note to self: NEVER agree to do an alarm install ever again. They are a pain in the ASS!

My life blows. If anyone can beat me, I dunno. You win, I guess. But who wants to win this game?

–Tim

Dude, that sucks. I didn’t want this thread to die a quiet death.
Have you ever heard of Buddha? You should check him out, I think it will help you adjust your outlook so your life seems to improve.
Think about it.

Maybe you should consider some of those yourself. They really do work for most people. Of course they’re expensive as all hell (Prozac : $80-160/month), so I guess that rules that option out.