worthless piece of shit excuse for a father

[daniel10116]

I am with a piece of shit dad right now, I started this because I have had it with his stupid… oh, I’m so fucking mad that as I write this I got so many words that I can’t decide on which one to call him. Anyway, I fucking hate him and wish he would just leave forever. He just yelled at me like 7 or more I don’t know fucking times from downstairs telling me to finish the soda I left in the kitchen that I didn’t want. I told him during his stupid broken record screamings that I don’t want it, then after he fucking finished. I told him I just wanted a small drink from it and that it won’t fit me cause I’m full. ( I just needed to get some gas out, you know when you have gases that won’t come out, you take a soda and fuckin piece of shit didn’t work, right now, I still have the gases not wanting to come out. You can bet I wanted to cuss his dumbass out so bad, been wanting to for years and it’s still in my system to do that and go totally like a beast that tears people up on him. He’s not gonna apologize. He’s a shit for brains, I fucking wanna die. Everybody tells me to keep taking it, I want out and I want out now. It just won’t happen. There is no genie that will grant you the wish of getting you to a new house away from this fucked piece of shit dad. No nothing. This typing is not the way I want to vent this, I want to go crazy and have nothing bad happen to me if I do but since reality is it will if I do, I just can’t do it. It’s too much, he never changed since he fucking married my mom and to this day and God never changed him for me. Where is God? Why is it so hard for Him to help me like all the people that are few and have been helped by God? Why does it have to be few? I am tired of everything that is negative. I’m not the only one that is living what I’m living. I predict someone will help me. Although I don’t know what the chance is.

@wring

Ok. I know I don’t like my ex-husband. Hence the term “ex”. I expect to not appreciate a good portion of what he does/says, etc. Hence the term ex.

However. When he does shit to our son, it becomes unfuckinfathomable.

Witness: one year ago, Ben was set to spend Spring break with his dad, who was driving to Florida to see relatives. Ben started getting sick on Sunday prior to their Thursday departure. Diagnosis Mono. talked to family doc, who said ‘as long as Ben’s feeling fine, no problem with him going’ Dad starts backing off of taking him. Tuesday Ben starts getting worse, additional afterhours clinic visit adds “strep” to the mix. Tell dad, we start thinking Ben might not be up to the trip. Wednesday, Ben gets worse, Wednesday evening, doc tells me to get him to the hospital to be admitted. We go. I contact his dad to let him know Ben’s going in the hospital. Dad arrives at the ER at the point when they’ve just told me he’s going in to the ICU because they’re concerned an emergency tracheotomy may be in his immediate future. Dad hangs out for a while, then leaves to go to work (midnight shift). We’re still at ER. They come to tell me they’re calling in a surgeon for a consultation (3 am), because they’re concerned he may need immediate surgury. (he doesn’t). He’s finally admitted to a private room at ICU around 4 am, nurses come in regularly to wake him up to start breathing again. 8 am, close family friend (also dad’s supervisor at work) shows up, bringing $20 from dad ‘for Ben to buy some magazines or something’ while he’s at the hospital, since (ahem) he’s on his way to Florida.

I mean what kind of sick son of a bitch leaves on a vacation with their kid in ICU?

Wondering why I’m remembering it now? well, 'cause everytime he gives me another example of what a low life fuckin excuse of a father he is, I tend to recall some of the other ‘highlights’ , and wanted y’all to see the next one in context (it’s not worse, but hell, I wasn’t here last year when the above happened - actually I was at the hospital pretty much non stop for the 4 days he was in).

Today is Ben’s birthday. 17 years old. His dad just dropped off Ben’s card to me at work. casually mentions, that there’s a check in there for Ben. You’re thinking from his father? nope (tho’ there may be one from his dad, too) it’s from a car dealership that promises to ‘pay you to buy here’. Dad and I had “agreed” to not let him buy a car (Ben’s saved 2 grand on his own for the purpose) until his grades were up. Dad forgot this, and took him out to a notorious dealership in the area, where dad’s son in law (from his 4th wife) works. They bought a car (sitting at dads til his grades are up). Check came for ‘mileage’ to Ben.

Dad says “remind him he owes me mileage for that”. **Motherfucker ** is charging his son mileage for taking him out to buy a car.

Fuckin pisswad vermin ridden vacuous vomitrocious self centererd pisspoor excuse for a sperm donor!