Hi everyone.
I’m having a “not very good day”. There are far, far, far too many of these type of workdays lately. I’m thinking of moving on at the first opportunity.
The boss and I had a discussion yesterday, where yet again, he pointed out that I’m the only one putting this stress on myself. This is patently untrue. Yes, I’m my own worst critic, but the workload and expectations just keep coming with no end in sight; ever. I’m sick of saying we’re short handed; I’m sick of the constant reshuffling of priorities (several times a day, EVERY DAY), I’m sick of the political games and “kingdom building”, I’m sick of the constant “new” initiatives coming from big Army and OTSG, I’m sick of the lack of communication and the double, triple, quadruple work because the requestors don’t talk among themselves, I’m sick of the Deputies’ unrealistic demands given the staffing issues here, aw hell, I’m just plain sick of ALL of it.
At any rate, I freaked out the boss enough to go check on the hiring actions for my office.
I flat out told him it is unrealistic to expect my co-worker and I continue at this frenetic pace and that we were set up for failure from the get-go. That I didn’t appreciate our data now being “suspect” because we cannot respond quickly enough or with enough detail because we have TOO MANY COMPETING FREAKING PRIORITIES FROM THE SAME FREAKIN PEOPLE!!!
He’s trying to “show” the command what it’s lack of foresight has wrought WRT to our regionalization and how they split the staff. I pointed out the only ones TRULY suffering in all this mess are my co-worker and I.
Arrrgh…this has turned into a huge rant, I’m so sorry. I could go on, because there’s so much more, but I’m getting all pissed again.
So, hugs, smooches, gropes, good wishes to all. I’m going practice deep breathing…