No, we no longer believe their is a god. (At least I don’t; my wife is still undecided on the matter but has decided for herself that Christianity is self-evidently a big load of horseshit, and she was involved with the church for about 7 years more than I was.)
Anyway, your so-called “insight” is only real and valid given the proposition that your belief system is correct, a proposition that I do not accept and nor, I daresay, do the majority of people in the world. But go ahead living in your illusion. I’m sure it makes you feel good.