Well… There’s this girl I have a crush on. She doesn’t feel the same way towards me. I had a conversation with her last night around 9 that pretty much confirmed my suspicions of that, and that she probably won’t ever feel like that towards me.
Understandably, that made me unhappy. Very, very unhappy. So unhappy that I was still down in the morning after a night’s sleep, which never happens. And I continued feeling down and depressed and generally unhappy. Until around 8.
And it just stopped. I’m not really sure what happened. Maybe my subconscious said “Fuck this” and jettisoned all emotions. Maybe I just overloaded or short-circuited from too much unhappiness. Whatever the case may be, for about an hour after that, I was pretty much emotionless. I didn’t really want to do anything at all. Not go downstairs and watch a movie, not talk to friends, not much of anything really, so I just did some homework while listening to music.
And after that hour–it was a gradual process, but it became readily apparent then–I started having emotions again. But not the unhappiness of earlier. That’s all gone. It’s disappeared without a trace, with only happiness in its place.