Y’all be messin’ with me.
I lost most of my post because of internet crappiness.
Sorry. I’ll finish my though later
I’m bad, I’m nationwide. 
Looky here.
The good folks on the Dope have taught me something else.
I learned before, that everything isn’t about me. I thought that because I lived inside my head.
When @dropzone saved my life I realized I needed other people and what happens to me affects others.
Now I’ve learned that my drama mongering is kinda ridiculous. I mean if a kid can tell it must be bad.
I’m still afraid of everything. I still can’t talk some days. But at least I can recognize what’s happening to me.
It really does help with my anxiety and panic.
I can’t promise to be perfect. But I am trying.
The wonderful Dopers have helped me tremendously.
Thanks one and all.
Love, beck
hugs the Beck I’m glad that this place, and the people here, are able to help with your anxiety.
You’re very trying. 
(you know we love you!)
funny!
@Beckdawrek {{{{0}}}}. This sucks. And you’re doing the best you can, and manage to entertain us at the same time. That is no small feat. Hopefully things will improve.
I fell outta bed last night…
That is one rude way to wake up, I tell you what.
It was weird tho’.
I heard, in my head, a big THUD, then I realized it was my body hitting floor making that sound.
As the pets are always in my room at night, the THUD sent everyone into a panic mode.
Cats flew, Bayliss ran outta of the closet. The Chihuahuas we’re screeching. Betsy started the Beagle baying.
3-ring circus!
Beck doesn’t need a Medic Alert button; she has a Critter Alert system in place.
Now, to teach them to use the phone.
Oooh, be careful what you wish for. Dangerous enough that the grandwrecks can use phones, no?
With a house full of humans, none awoke for the noise or checked on you? Time to confess the falling and ask if anyone heard, methinks.
As an aging sufferer of vertigo, I’m thinking this is important and that I need to follow up on some action for myself too.
{{{{Becks}}}}
Oh, they all woke up. It made a big kerfuffle.
Then they went down and cooked bacon.
At 4am.
As one does.
Cruel and unusual punishment for you. I’d boot them all.
I sleep on the very edge of our California King. Can’t believe I’ve never fallen out.
I’m the same, except we have a Sleep Number mattress. The edges are a bit softer, and I can’t believe I haven’t fallen out of bed either!
I’ve always slept too close to the edge. I think it was precautionary, in case a kid or pet needed me in the night, so I could jump up quickly.
this is the way.
Maybe it’s none of my business but why buy a California King if you’re gonna sleep on the edge anyway?