What the FUCK is wrong with you?? WHY do you ALWAYS get so attached to guys --so-- easily? Especially the ones that you know you will never have a chance in HELL with. WHY does it depress you so damn much when you finally get told in a very straightforward way that you’re not worthy of the guys you like?
You met this guy twice. On the second meeting, which was your first real date, you slept with him. Mistake number one. Sure, it was awesome at the time, but were you CONSIDERING how awkward you might have been making the situation for him? You KNEW he was a virgin with high morals, and that he wasn’t ready for this. You told yourself all night that nothing would happen, and it did.
And now, when he tells you that it was an “experience,” but he feels no real feelings for you at this point, why are you depressed? Why does it bother you, when you knew it was coming?
Why do you always see these things coming from miles and miles away, but never do anything to avoid or stop them?
Why can’t you just GET OVER certain guys, rather than get so wrapped up in and attached to them? Sure, you actually found a normal, sane guy this time, who just happens to be perfect in every way, but you probably fucked it up. No, more than that, you HAD to have fucked it up.
Why do you do this shit? Why can’t you be normal?
Oh yes. I had to get that off my chest.