FUCKWITS!!
All of them!
Yesterday,while going to get my mail,one of the ‘soccer mommies’ who lives down the block happened to be walking by. We see each other occassionally at the pool but have never been overly friendly with each other. She waves, I wave. Then she stops as I am sort of picking through my mail. "You know, you really should have kids before it’s too late. They are so wonderful!"she gushes before going on, leaving me completely speechless. I close my mouth and go inside.
This is the kind of shit I have to go through almost every day. Young mothers,usually my age or a little older, telling me I need to have kids before it’s too late. My own BOSS tells me it’s a wonderful thing to be a parent and how NOBODY should miss out on it.
Urgh.
I hate this. I hate having to explain EVERY time why I choose not to have kids at this time. I don’t even know if I can GET pregnant and right now I don’t care. I have this wierd feeling that I am infertile but haven’t gone to the doctor to confirm it. I’m afraid that if I confirm my infertility, I’ll get all this unwanted sympathy from people.
Why is it that people assume that because I’ve been married for almost 4 years now that I should have at least one tot running around? I don’t get it. I really don’t.
I don’t want kids but everybody keeps insisting I need to have one. One day I WILL have a kid(it’s bound to happen eventually if I’m not infertile) and he/she will be the most fucked up kid on the block. He/she will be the one you tell YOUR kids not to play with because they are so wierd.
I can only hope.::wicked evil grin::
IDBB