Ah, when I saw mention of the North East, I assumed it was NE UK, i.e. possibly near me; I see you’re actually in the Midlands.
Well, sometimes you should go where everybody knows your name. And they’re always glad you came. You want to be where you can see our troubles are all the same! You want to be where everybody knows your name!
Ouch. OUCH! Stop it!
I don’t know if this will help, but being in a good relationship is not the holy grail of ending loneliness. I work part-time and work from home a lot, and I’m lonely all the time. Lately, I’m lonely even when he’s here because he has to study for his licensure exam. I try to do group social activities once or twice a week and get into the office one to two days a week, but it does little for the endless hours without anyone to talk to, even cooking dinner is pointless because he’s not home until 9pm at the earliest.
This makes my life sound awful, and it’s not, but loneliness is part and parcel of being married to this man because of his career. The times we are together make it worth it. But you, I have seen you overcome so much, and make so many improvements, and you are a catch, and I believe you are going to be just fine. But part of what helps me is learning to be okay with being lonely. It requires daily practice, but if you can learn to tolerate that feeling it’s better.
Hey friend, understand. Hope you are feeling better now at whatever time it is.
Dang I keep being out of balance, last night was ok. I actually played Zelda until I fell asleep. Was really frustrated at work the last two days. I have my half marathon exciting me today, though which is good.
With a few notable exceptions, everybody is northeast of something.