No, literally. I lost it. I misplaced it somewhere, in my house no less; at least, I am pretty sure of it. It’s possible I miscounted at some point and just THINK that I lost money, but at this point it is driving me crazy.
I usually don’t even handle a lot of cash, but we have been having financial problems and thought it was best to just get all of our cash, divy it out to the bills that need it the most, and hoard what small amount was left. It was Sunday evening, I took the bulk of the cash for our rent and put it in an envelope so I could get a money order with it. I took $10 and stuck a sticky note on it that said “gas.” I put $100 in an envelope and wrote my husband’s name on it. He goes on a business trip next week and has to have money to pay his expenses up front. I hope it is enough, BECAUSE I F***ING LOST THE REST OF IT!!! I am so upset with myself I can’t stand it! I feel total panic.
Today is my birthday