I think I am an alcoholic and I want to change (long)

never quit on quitting.

I’m in bed and sober.

But that was three weeks without a drink, and when I did drink I was in control of how much I drank.

I know I am not out of the woods, but I am hopeful. But I realize I still have a lot of work to do.

It is good that when you drank you were in control but the really important question is how you felt about it. When you drank was it ‘Ok, I had two beers. Time to quit’ or was it ‘Fuck, I kept myself to two beers but damned I want another one. Or two. Or six’?

Slee