And it was about the guy that I want to be with that now has a girlfriend! I suck at timing, can’t you tell? What a waste of a post.
What I really wanted to say on my 100th post (again) was that I had this really bizarre dream two nights ago.
Ok don’t get weirded out, but I dreamt that I was having sex with my first cousin, and enjoying it. I haven’t seen him in almost four years. He is now married and has two kids. I do remember as a kid, a really young kid, I think I was nine, I had a crush on him. I lived in California and he lived in Mississippi and I would send him little love letters at least once a week. I was the talk of every family reunion until I was a teenager. God was that embarrassing.
I didn’t know it was wrong back then. And now, what, I want to sleep with him. I think not. I have no idea where my head was at that night.
::shudders:: YUCK! He is my cousin! Sometimes I think I need some serious help.