Tommorrow I am getting divorced, on our 4th anniversary.
I should be thrilled. He cheated on me with everything that could walk, talk, or breathe in general. Every single one of my close friends has had an “encounter” with him.(which also does not say much about my friends) I feel like I have been dropped into Jerry Springer hell. His Mother was the stereotypical mother-in-law from hell. As some of you may have caught from my other posts I have PCOS, along with making me the bearded lady, also has made it very difficult to have a child. So we started looking into adoption, and all was ok til M-I-L called. She stayed on him about us not adopting a child(because it would not be related by blood) Until he refused to go through with it. Now I realise that he is responsible for his own actions, but damn it she helped! When he would leave the room, she would say whatever she thought would hurt my feelings, and when he would come back she would be June cleaver again. Finally when I started complaining about it, He told me i was making a big deal out of nothing, and that he highly doubted she would even do that anyway.
She did not come to our wedding, and told other family members she would not talk to them if they went. My own husband did not even help at all with the wedding, aside of to pick out the wedding colors, purple and gold. Not because he liked them, But because they were the FUCKING VIKINGS COLORS. I of course did not find this out til later.
To put a cherry on top of that He boned my maid of honor the night before we got married. My 11 cousin saw the whole thing.(more stuff I did not find out til later)
While we were married he was for the most part a good guy, except for the screwing of everything that has chromosomes part.
There is so much that he did that I could spend hours here talking about( i won’t) I know that we are better off far far far apart. So why am I sad? Is it because the last 4 years of my life have been a complete waste? I don’t miss him, even though I miss having someone around. Is it because I have no clue where to go from here? Who knows.
So to myself I say snap out of it, grow a pair of brass ones!
To my ex I say, remember the last time you was here in town and you boned yet another close friend(not anymore) She has herpes, thought you should know.
Which brings me to another point, I will never date anyone that I have to worry about bringing home diseases. I have never had so many damn std tests in my life.
Well thats all I have to say. I don’t feel any better, but I suspect I will later:(