Evenin’ all. We had glorious autumnal weather here today; clear blue skies, chilly morning where I could just see my breath, but no risk of ice. Lovely. So, of course, I was inside at irk most of the day, and that looks to be the best weather all week.
I’m trying to be all good and get on with skool irk, but citing stuff is booooring.
I’m also having some issues 'cos I’ve got a marked group project in Ecology, which isn’t much fun at the best of times. I’ve been grouped with someone who wants to do everything slowly and carefully, researching everything before doing it (and I mean everything, she reads up on every lecture beforehand and gets upset if they change them around), and has real trouble with things not being clear cut and definite. Ecology research ain’t gonna be clear cut and definite. It’s all fuzzy edges and estimates.
If I do stuff, she’s freaking out because she has no clue what I’m doing and then gets annoyed that I’m taking over; if she does it, she has to stop constantly to ask the course leader what to do, and carefully work out everything before we do it, and we’re not even half finished by the end of class and have to try arrange to come in on a day off once she’s gone home and researched to finish off, even when all the info is right there, was something we did last year, or is just high school level science, and I really don’t have time to come back and do it later.
The odds of this ending with a decent project and us still being at all friends are seeming pretty low. This project is 50% of the module, about 8% of the overall year, it’s not something I can just write off. I mean, I know it’s not her fault that she prefers to do things slowly, and I know she’s not getting anything out of it if she doesn’t understand, but if we have 2 hours to do some field work, I do resent spending 20 minutes of it trying to explain how percentages work to someone who then gets annoyed at me for being bossy and trying to rush her, then goes and asks the lecturer anyway. I’m not getting anything out of it either if we don’t have time to do anything. I’m not really sure how to deal with it…

