Okay. So last night, I meet a girl and start talking to her. Things go well, she was cute, and I somehow we started kissing. That was cool. So I follow her home and we sort of hook up at her house. I expect something obviously, but it was quite strange. So I ended up giving her a little “digital” pleasure (think fingers). Not once but TWICE was it extremely quick.
This is quite bad because normally I would hope that she wouldn’t be satisfied with just my fingers. I mean its a fun thing to do, but I was hoping for something a little more exciting.
Okay… I figured that maybe I’d see her some other time, but she wouldn’t even give me her phone number, and didn’t want mine.
It really pisses me off because I didn’t even like her too much to be honest. And she liked Bush and I pretended that I didn’t care. And she likes Chelsea (English football team)!
So yeah, I feel used. Its been happening a lot lately. A girl came home with me a few weeks ago. When I got there, she fell asleep fully clothed on top of my bed. I later found out that her house is a long way from town! Thanks a lot for the great time 
So yeah, its better than what normally happens, but its just kind of strange… I think I need a girlfriend… :o