Now Grace, sweetheart, I thought we agreed to keep that quiet.
Your cards:
Around you: The tower - Change, conflict. Disruption will bring enlightenment.
Against you: 9 of swords - suffering, loss, doubt
Beneath you: 10 of swords, reversed - Courage to rise again, looking to higher powers for help
Behind you: Queen of cups, reversed - a perverse character
Above you: 2 of pentacles, reversed - Enforced gaiety, inability to handle two situations at once
Ahead of you: 4 of wands - Perfected work, rest after labor, peace
Your fears: 3 of pentacles, reversed - Lack of skill, selfishness
What others feel: 8 of cups, reversed - Interest in success, joy, feasting
Your hopes: Courage, or a blonde child or teen
Final Outcome: 4 of swords, reversed - renewed activity
Interpretation: There seems to be a basic conflict going on in your life right now. The source of this conflict seems to be someone in your past (maybe a woman) who was unyielding or obstinate. While this conflict is causing doubt and sorrow, in the end you will be better of for having gone through it. You’re afraid that you don’t have the skills to get through this period in your life, or the courage, but you do. The people who are close to you believe in you and will support you - don’t hide your feelings behind laughter if you need a hug. The resolution of this conflict will bring a period of peace and calm; after which you will have a period of renewed activity where you get closer to your dreams. Speaking of which, you have the page of wands in the position which signify your hopes. This could just represent the courage you want and need to get through this period; however, it usually represents a (blonde) child or teenager. Of course, your friends would know if you were looking to have or adopt a child, wouldn’t we?