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So, a caveat: The following is equal parts sarcasm and vitriol with some sprinkles of self-pity to boot, so don’t expect anything too profound.You’re probably better off skipping it.
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I don’t know, it would seem that every game of Mafia, you learn something about yourself. Perhaps, with every page. I am actually going to pick this up, Imaginary Fiend. It screams “Do not Touch”, but I feel … distantly smudged here. I’m not even sure I am using that term correctly. I just know, I feel I **MUST ** respond.
Yours is too long to break up, and allow for multiple windows. Hopefully the different ““voice”” will make my comments easier to identify.
Anyway, I find it deeply ironic that Meeko, who strikes me as the type of player who the scum would gladly use as a screaming meat shield, will live to see another Day and I’m getting frog-marched to the gallows. I guess it’s all in how you present yourself, isn’t it?
Everyone is getting on my case for citing Crimson Glyph. However, it was my first Mafia game (Making this one just my Second Mafia game ever.) I must reference it, because it IS all of my experience, that is non-active.
I am not exactly sure how you mean “meat shield” here. if anything, Town was using me as meat shield, (Sacrificial, lets get Meeko out of here, he is only good for a lynch anyway, better us than him, – I know that some Town thinks this, even now).
In reality, Scum would use me the opposite of a meat shield. In fact they have. Despite being Town, and Being confirmed quite early, Scum groomed me in broad daylight, on the town board, to be a 4th scum. **Mahaloth, of all people said that I was helping Scum in Crimson,**Being scum, he told his other scummates to “Feed This”, refering to me. My abuse went on for most of the game. Yours, is decidedly less bad, and, while not looking too good for you currently, it will be over with.
I suppose it’s bad form to post that, but I’m sort of beyond caring. At this point I’m just putting this out as an “I told you so” and hopefully as an object lesson that some of us aren’t acting suspicious or scummy on purpose, but because we’re trying to get a handle on the game.
I know what I say next will mean next to nothing for you. I know that given how this game is playing out on Day 1, I am perhaps not the best person to say it. However, I believe in truth, and I am going to state a truth, regardless. When you confirm it elsewhere, hopefully you will understand what I doing here.
The odds of a mislynch (Town votes town) on Day 1 is HUGE. Assume a 20 player game, there are 3 or 4 (perhaps) scum. I’m not that great at math, but I think that is on the order of a 75% chance of a Townie lynch. It sounds cold to say this, but, the fact is, math did you in, perhaps more than play. ((Assuming you are Town, which, on a strictly fact basis, I can not confirm one way or another.))
[A Bunch of WIFOM over your timing and the Aliases that Mahaloth gave.]
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I, for one, simply didn’t know any better. I thought I was doing the Town a favor by raising an alarm. Damn, I’m sorry I did that. I could have lurked or argued over some previous slight in another game and I’d apparently have been far more likely to have made it to endgame.
I was against the Claim also. You can see that I was REAL vocal at the VERY start of the game against Claiming. I too, simply didn’t know any better. I was looking at MAFIA too much, and not LOST. However, those familiar with LOST knew better. This set events in motion. We were both, in our own ways victims of circumstance, and I found my self EXACTLY where you find yourself now. Not knowing what would come, but knowing what I had to do, I HAD to act when I did. Thanfully, the change from Mahaloth worked exactly OPPOSITE how I feared.
What actually disgusts me the most about the whole thing is how emotionally charged I let a bunch of arguments scrawled in a message board make me. I haven’t had much experience with this game, but this was a learning experience in the negative sense, and one that I truly never wish to repeat.
This might not be a surprise here. I remain amazed and how much this game gets to me. I think it just means that we play on a different level than most people here do. FWIW, other forum games are much the same way. There was a recent game of Haggle, where, I probably should have gotten a technical foul, all the four letter words I spouted out over there. – It does take me by surprise. I should not be taken by surprise, but I am.
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I would suspect, that the lack of emotion, “voice”, or inflection goes a LONG way in adding to, and not taking away the emotional charge **
To sum up, I really regret how I played this game, both by being too vociferous when I shouldn’t have been and too quiet when I shouldn’t have, and it pisses me off that the one idea I decide to counter-champion among many ideas that were thrown around turns out to be the potential exploit that Mahaloth didn’t see coming.
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