my mother is gone

Miscellaneous and Personal Stuff I Must Share
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Dear Jackie,

I have been thinking of you, and must confess to keeping an eye on you, via your lj. I was so saddened by the news of your mother’s passing, and I would like to extend my deepest condolences, and let you know that you and your family (Andy included), are in my thoughts and prayers.

Love and hugs,

Bonnie

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My sincere condolances for your loss. It is a very deep sadness when one loses a parent. I wish there were words I could say to take away your pain, but there are none. None-the-less, know that you are in my thoughts. Sending warm thoughts your way.

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Everyone, thanks again!

As always I appreciate the kind words.

Thanks for still thinking about me Bonnie! it makes me kind of regret that I don’t go to the ezboards anymore…well I did actually let my curiosity get the better of me tonight and I went to offroaders’ again…Andy will prolly be angry with me now :frowning: (for everyone else, it’s a long loooong story and it doesn’t really matter now anyway!)

But thanks very much Bonnie, I’m happy that you still remember me.

Thankyou too Khadaji and everyone!

I am starting to get back to ‘normal’ these days. (but what is normal? especially now), still have my moments, it is still incredibly sad, but I am getting better now.

The funeral depressed me a bit because it wasn’t really true to her, she wasn’t religous and the funeral was full of religous stuff, I wish Dad had gone for the non religious option but he just said ‘church of england’ even though we are an agnostic family! and it was a bit production line ‘insert name here’ but I guess that is what you get if you aren’t church goers.

Ah well.

My love and gratitude goes out to everyone who’s posted in this thread and who read it and sent their good vibes also. You all really did help a lot. Not an easy thing, bereavement, but we all know that don’t we? Was just remembering the night when it happened (and when I posted my op in this thread) today, I think it will be branded on my mind til the day I die. Horrid, but there is no getting around it, is there?

Anyway thanks to you all.