asahi
March 15, 2020, 2:00am
1
The big C.
I tried to be a good younger brother.
I don’t know if I succeeded - maybe I didn’t.
I love you sister.
My father’s first child, who brought so much joy into his world.
You fought hard. I admire your fight. You might have fought too hard but that’s not for me to judge.
We all die alone, but I’m with you.
It sucks calling and nobody answers and when someone answers…they’re asleep or not lucid.
Rambling, I know.
I’m so sorry for your situation, and your sister’s.
It must be extra hard at a time like this, when so much of the world is distracted with totally different problems.
Stay well.
My condolences to you and your family.
asahi
March 15, 2020, 2:44am
5
It’s deeper than just her.
Her son (my nephew) had schizophrenia. Committed a brutal suicide. Ruined her. Ruined more people than I can know. There were police officers who saw him do himself - they’re traumatized. The drivers who had no idea they were about to run over his body on the highway…they’ve probably been dealing with this.
I rage. I rage because my nephew should have had access to mental health care. I will never stop raging. Ever. I’ll never stop being pissed off.
I’m so sorry. That is a lot to bear.
I’m sorry, asahi . My own big sister died last year. It’s hard. Strength to you and your family.
Big hugs, buddy. Sorry to hear about this.
So sorry for your losses.
I wish you peace.
May it be fast and painless, my friend.
I’m sorry, asahi , both for your sister and nephew.
I’m so sorry, asahi . That’s more than any person, any family, should have to deal with.
pool
March 15, 2020, 12:41pm
16
Sorry about your sister, I’m estranged from my own.
MacCat
March 17, 2020, 10:32am
20
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Most understandable and relatable.
She will be pain free soon. Hopefully, yours will ease in time, though not your rage…