Preface: I am 17. Yes, I am acting like a child. I know it.
My friend is 19. He is dating a 14 year old. This bothers me for totally wrong reasons.
I find her annoying.
She doesn’t really like me.
There is just something inherently weird about a 19 year old dating someone five years younger in my mind. IN MY MIND. Don’t jump on me about that, I just find those relationships kinda strange.
He is spending 100% of his time with her.
Yes, I am acting petty and jealous. I am acting like a kid whose best friend just found a new friend. I can identify that. That doesn’t mean it’s going away. We used to talk about indie music. Now he talks about it with her. We also went to Hot Topic and did weird stuff together. Now he does that with her. Girl occupies his time that he could be wasting with me! I know that he has the right to have a life and date someone and have other friends. But I wanna feel some anger dammit! I know I am being posessive and childish. But, to say something probably overused, he was my friend before he was Girl’s friend.
Dammit, I miss doing dumb stuff with him. Now he has replaced me with a female version of me. One that kisses him.