I am trying to keep a balance of being informed and maintaining sanity but I have not quite figured that out yet.
Some of it has impacted me personally so I need access to whatever information is out there.
I am already noting a huge increase in anxiety and subsequent paralytic anhedonia. I’m trying but it’s a process.
Anhedonia/anxiety was so bad today I could not motivate myself to go the store for essentials.
But I’m a chubby girl so I will survive.
I have peanut butter cups and Pepsi.
Will try again tomorrow.
Right now I am trying to motivate myself to get a shower and get dressed lol!