(Old) Alexa, start the MMP

I am trying to keep a balance of being informed and maintaining sanity but I have not quite figured that out yet.

Some of it has impacted me personally so I need access to whatever information is out there.

I am already noting a huge increase in anxiety and subsequent paralytic anhedonia. I’m trying but it’s a process.

Anhedonia/anxiety was so bad today I could not motivate myself to go the store for essentials.

But I’m a chubby girl so I will survive.

I have peanut butter cups and Pepsi.

Will try again tomorrow.

Right now I am trying to motivate myself to get a shower and get dressed lol!