A sucker no more though.
I’ll call her Vixen. Vixen has a smile and a look that would melt steel. She really is a sweetheart, When you read what is written below you’ll get the wrong idea. Because I truly believe she just doesn’t know what effect her words and actions have on me. But none the less, I am done with her.
Vixen knows I’m into her in the worst way, and I’ll do anything for her. She’s been playing me since Aug 15 thats when I told her that I wanted to see her. She told me " Just wait I need some time" Fine, I thought. So I back off…
Get this, then she hooks up with a guy I’ll call “Orlando”. Orlando didn’t last long, I guess he was a jerk. So I give it some time and ask again to which she says " I just need to get my life together first" Fine OK I back off. We only speak occasionally in this time period, so I tell her " If you just want to stay friends just say so". She says “No I don’t want to just be friends I just need time” OK cool. Meanwhile we only speak very rarely and very briefly at that.
Untill very recently she lived in an Apt with a porch overlooking the main street in this small town so If she threw a party it was plain for all to see. I couldn’t help but to drive by her place every day because her place was situated on the only main street.
One night she had a party with a whole lot of guys there, I can see this, I’ll stress that I wasn’t spying. and point out that EVERYONE in this small town, given time would see. When I see this I try to call her friends(who she was with) cell ph. They dont answer.This was 9-19. I say FUCK IT IM DONE . And dont call or wave or say hi. They call me on 9-25 I dont answer.
She gets ahold of me the next day informing me that her friend and her wanted me to go to the movies with them, IOW have me pay their way then dodge me the next day as per usual. So on 9-30 I call to tell her I have to say so long, goodbye and take care. Her reaction was “yeah ok see ya”
Six days later on 10-6 (last mo) she calls to ask that I speak to a guy that she loaned 500 bucks to… I cannot resist her so I do. Lastnite She invites me up to her new apt… only to ask to borrow 200 for rent. I say “OK, on Fri when I get my check.”
Lastnite when I left she says “lets do something, hang out tomorrow” So today I call & she blows me off and says " I’ll call later" She doesn’t so I call her…busy signal then no answer. This has happened time and again. SHE WILL BE CALLING today or Fri looking to get that money from me.
The hardest thing for me to do will be to not answer her call or to answer and tell her that I can’t loan her the money*…I cannot seem to resist her smile and that smoldering look she gives me.Or the hugs, my god those long squeezing hugs she initiates…
Wish me luck…
*If she didn’t need that favor or the money she never would have called me