Maybe I’ve posted this rant before, but the whole world hasn’t learned yet, so I want to rant again.
Ugh. I hate Mother’s day. Not because of my mom; she’s great. She did a wonderful job of raising 5 great kids. I even love my mother-in-law, even if I don’t always like her. But Mother’s Day is awful. It is a relentless, painful reminder that I’m not a mom, and I’m never going to be a mom. We didn’t want to be childless, but we can’t have children, we can’t afford to adopt, and we’ve seen too many foster-family horror stories to want to get on that train.
I can live the rest of the year with the fact that we don’t have kids. But first, there’s a month of ads on TV, radio, and the Internet about buying gifts for Mother’s Day. That’s tedious, but tolerable. The problem is that on the day itself, people seem to wish every woman they see “Happy Mother’s Day!” like it was any other holiday. Actually, far more than some holidays because it’s not forbidden by PC social mores. Not every woman you see is a mother. You mean well, but for some, it’s going to hurt.
Then comes the “Oh, well, it’s not a big deal,” response when I don’t enthusiastically react to the greeting. I don’t get angry, I try not to make a fuss, but I also don’t grin and act like I just received a huge gift. When I don’t, people then want to know why I’m not jumping up and down with glee. I tell them I’m not a mother, and I get all kinds of consolation-prize responses. The worst being, “Well, you’re a teacher, so you’re just like a mom.” Yes, I work with kids, but they are not my kids. I don’t get to take them home and love on them (these days, even a hug is often forbidden) and I don’t get to teach them my values and beliefs, I don’t get to watch them grow up, I don’t get to help them get ready for adulthood, I won’t get to help plan their weddings, and I don’t get grandchildren from them. IT’S NOT THE SAME THING.
As for “I/He/She/They didn’t mean to hurt you,” that’s true. But not meaning to run over a pedestrian with your car doesn’t make it any less painful for the pedestrian now in the hospital.
Mother’s Day is for mothers. Please be judicious when greeting people tomorrow.