Okay, I’m sort of confused, so I’m asking you to please help me out here.
There’s this guy (let’s call him Neil, not his real name) who I’ve been talking to on ICQ for about the past six months or so. He lives around my area. We’ve had good chats so far, and he regards me as a real friend, as opposed to just an online one. I don’t know if I’d go THAT far in my estimation of him, but he’s certainly a friend. We’ve slowly gotten to know each other, and have talked about a lot of personal things.
Recently, it has come to my attention that he’d like to meet me. Now, he’s a nice guy, but I’m aware that you need to be careful when going about this kind of thing. I won’t have to fear that he’ll make any unwanted advances towards me (I hope), as he’s got an interest in someone else that he met on ICQ. (but has yet to meet in real life; she lives in Oregon) He says that even if he didn’t have this interest in this person, he’d never do that kind of thing, since I’ve made it clear that I have no interest in it, and he respects that.
Of course, in the past, I’ve apparently made it clear to him that I didn’t want to meet online people. That’s not strictly true (fear not, I shall go to a Dopefest eventually ), but I’ve never done it before in my life. I’m fully aware that people have met online friends in real life, and it works out well. Sometimes it doesn’t, though. Not that I’m dwelling on the negative aspect here, but sometimes you just never know.
Neil wants to “solidify our friendship out of the online realm, and into the real-life realm.” That I can accept, but I’m not sure if I’m ready for it yet. He says he won’t pressure me (and he hasn’t), and I’m grateful for it. It’s just that I’m so nervous at the prospect of an event which MIGHT happen, I wonder what’ll happen were it actually to take place. :eek:
There’s nothing that my intuition is telling me is hokey or anything like that: I guess I’m just maybe a wee bit too paranoid. Going out as friends is the way that we want to go about this, after all. If it doesn’t work out, then at least I’ve learned something. Why I’m discussing this so much when I’m not even sure that I want to meet the guy, I don’t know.
Not that I don’t think it would be a good idea… it would be, but maybe just not now. However, I’m leaning about 50-50 on whether to actually say something to him like: “Okay, let’s meet! When and where?” Not because I think he’s pressuring me or anything like that, but because I’ve thought about it and realized that it would be a new experience for me, at least. (Neil says he’s met 15 online friends, and he considers me to be a better friend than most of them)
I know you can’t answer the question of whether I should indeed meet him or not, but maybe you can give me some advice.
F_X