Well I’m single again and it’s not that bad. I don’t know if it’s because it hasn’t hit me yet or I was expecting it but I’m not heartbroken to say that I believe my new girlfriend is now my new ex girlfriend.
I don’t know where to start and I don’t know where to end. I thought I had something special with her but I guess we didn’t have what I though we had.
I remember on Sunday morning waking up with her in my arms and her saying me she wished we could be that way together.
I remember calling her Tuesday night and after talking for a bit she said she wanted to eat someting can she call me back and she never did.
Tonight she IM’d me and when it came down to it she said I have time to IM everyone else and not call her.
She still thinks I want to be with the woman I was with before her and while I am friends with her I’m not intrested in starting a relationship up with that ex.
I may have misundersttod her tonight but I can’t handle her swings like that. It may be that I was too flexable for her when it came to doing things that she asked, I don’t know.
I do know I have my friends and thats what’s important to me. Also better the relationship ending now than after Christmas after I gave her more gifts.
She can keep the jewlery I bought for her birthday I don’t want it back.
If she told me we had a misunderstanding and she didn’t want to break up I’d give it a shot but I don’t know what she wants and I’m not going to call her now.