I am pissed. I am, and was, calm. But I am fucking enraged. I don’t feel like typing all this again, so I’m pasting a letter I just sent a friend.
Damn, you sound busy. (<I>He’s hitchhiking across the Middle East</I>) I had a busy day, myself. On the good side, I’ve found a wonderful lady to play with. We play good together. All the hallmarks of a positive Fire/Water combo. Instead of the negative one that somehow produced my wonderful daughter. Major Baby Mama Drama. Springer show quality shit. Grandparents who deny custody, and the fathers who aren’t having that.
Hadda request a civil standby, Holly’s in the hospital, Emma should have come to me if Holly’s unable to care for Emma. Instead, I find out by chance through a mutual friend.
Civil standby went well, for what it was. Clarified the visitation for next weekend. I’ll have her sat 11-6 and sun 11-6. But her Dad, whom I’d gotten along with well was more than a bit nasty. Civil, but nasty. “You’re becoming abusive, sir, and I don’t wish to continue. Good Day.”
When I expressed my hope that we could communicate better in the future, he said “Oh, we’ll see about the future.”
Time to go nuclear and file to change the order. I want 50/50 time, and no support.
On the other front, Nuit has bid me into her house to dwell.
I’m moving from Atascadero to Los Osos by the end of July. I’ve given notice here where I rent a room.
Wish you’d found me better, I was aiming to share nothing but joy, but there it is. I’m feeling like Charles Dickens. "It was the best of times, It was the worst of times.
The real shitty thing is that last night, Holly and I had a wonderful, healing, air clearing conversation. We agreed to a fresh start as friends, if not buddies.
Then this shit? Either I fell for a huge snow job, or she has some serious explaining and apologizing to do. If she had time to go home and change before admitting, as I have she did from trusted source, then she had fucking time to call me.
I’m not having this. Not this time.
The Sonoran Lizard KiNg
}:3= SLK }:3=
(and my evil walrus bodyguards)
UnOfficial Umpire Bat, RMBBS.and
Episkopos, Heart of Gold Cabal, Anametamystikhood of Eris, esoteric.