I have had way too many stressful things happen recently. Too much shit going on in my life.
(1) I wasn’t able to get my college books for a week. So there I was, sitting like a fool, trying to make the best of things without books. I have a shitload of work to catch up on this weekend.
(2) This girl I know is pregnant. She came calling me up telling me how worried she is about her future baby and her prospects as a mother. She always asks me for advice, and she never follows it, which is probably why she’s in her current predicament (sigh).
(3) Another girl I knew, who sat to the right of me in my geometry class, died in a car wreck this morning. Her brother, an aquantance of mine who was in a couple of my classes, is in critical condition.
Oddly enough, another student last year who I sat next to, died under tragic circumstances. What is this, some freaky twilight zone action?
(4) My mother is leaving her husband, my soon to be ex-stepdad. I’ve always known he’s a lousy bum. Too bad it took her 6 years and 2 children later to find this out.
Vince has apparently lost all interest in life. He doesn’t do any help around the house, won’t help out with the kids he didn’t feed his beloved bird that he’s had for 15 years, and it died. My mom told him to bury it, and he didn’t. After a couple days, maggots started crawling around the carcass of the dead creature. Finally, mom buried it.
Vince has told me that he is bisexual. But judging by his porn collection, I think he leans more towards gay than straight. Maybe he wants to be free to be with men, and doesn’t have the balls to actively end the marriage, so he’s sabotaging it? Who knows. I just hope my brother and sister will be able to handle this as they are growing up.
(5) I’ve been looking for work. I know I need the money. But it’s going to be a pain in the ass when I finally do find work, jugling that with school.