I’m home sick. Well, hotel sick.
No, not homesick, sick in the hotel.
For those who were looking for a ficus to hide behind, today is Navarra’s “national” day. I always take it off, well, not always but I can count on one hand how many December 3rds have I done anything work-related and have the thumb and one finger left. And two of those three days I got double pay for working on a holiday.
So when I interview for a job outside of Navarra, I give warning that I take December 3rd off. I’d told Sheboss every time vacations came up. Finally and after much moaning (she doesn’t say no, she just moans), Friday she got on my case so badly that I agreed to work today.
I’m the kind of person that’s the bane of the alarm clock industry. I only set mine when I have an early flight or need a reminder for something unusual. Today, instead of waking up at 5am feeling like ohmygawdIcan’tstayinbedaminutemore, I woke up at 8am, fuzzy headed and somewhat dizzy, but since it happened to be the day that I’d asked for and got denied, I figured that calling in sick was out: some people (men mostly, I swear most guys can be walking down the street with someone who moves like these and not notice) can be with me in the same room when I have this kind of sick and not realize there’s anything amiss, it definitely doesn’t show over the phone. So I called her to let her know I’d just woken up and would be lateish. I was later than I’d thought: at one point the bus got into a narrow street where a wide truck was unloading and we spent about fifteen minutes staring at the truck’s behind.
So I had breakfast (an orange and a bottle of water) during the day’s first training session, and then when we took a break half the team asked “are you all right?” before I’d even gotten out of the chair, because they’d detected a certain stiffness. Not all right at all: vertigo, visual interpretation problems, language comprehension and speech problems, not mucho fun at all. No going to the doctor wouldn’t help, it’s a neurological problem and there’s no pills for it. So after having been told that I HAD to come in rain, snow or shine because there was no way that today’s work could be done without me and how can you do this to me, I got sent home. Bet I’m not allowed to bill for it
although I did work while I was there, oh well.
Funny thing is, this is triggered by “bad stress,” specially by arguments/trouble for stupid things. So it’s possible that if I’d been able to take the day off I wouldn’t have had to take it sick, which I know no HHRR person would ever believe but my neurologist does, so there.
I don’t know if that made much sense. Brain should be back in working order tomorrow.
Medical note: either it’s MS or it’s not. The symptoms match MS, but the brain scan shows no damage. If it’s MS, there’s no treatment and no cure (there is a pill I could take once a day for the rest of my life which might or might not do anything to lower the frequency of “episodes”, well gee, I’m taking a pass). If it’s not MS, there’s no treatment and no cure. In any case the instructions are “eat well, exercise, don’t smoke, don’t get drunk, avoid negative stress and when you have an episode take it easy until it passes.”
So I’m taking it easy until it passes.
Y’all get or stay better than I am right now, you hear?