I realize that by posting my rant on the internet (especially the pit) i am opening myself up for scrutiny, i don’t care. I realize people may see fit to citisize my grammar or spelling or incoherent flow…if you’re smug enough to do a shitty thing like then i hope the tiny boost you get in confidence at my expense makes your life happier…i really do. I make no appologies for the content or format of my thoughts as i am typing this under the influence of heavy emotion and it is my way to feel GOOD and somehow get this OUT, not presented for your entertainment so either read it or don’t.
After years i am finally convinced that females only pretend to want balance, sanity, and kindness in a man. They only pretend to want to be treated with respect and not be objectified…in fact they THRIVE on unstable and abusive realationships. Pay no attention to thier pleading of wanting a “sensitive man”, someone responsible, intelligent, supportive, and empathetic…behaving in such a way will only designate you as “friend” status or grant you “sisterly” love. No the way to truely please a lady is to be a VILE, disquisting, HORNY pig with no regard for anyone but yourself. Taking an active intrest in said lady’s life will only give you the privelage of seeing her cry after every abusive exchange…but don’t bother trying to help her tackle her insecurities and make a better life for herself…this misery is what she really craves.
This revelation comes as an unpleasant suprise to me because i like to think the best for humanity, that deep down we are all truely caring people who look out for each other, but all that good will crap is song and dance to cover the fact that we are little more than chimpanzees flinging our crap at each other, we are PRIMAL and SELFISH by nature. Everyone is loaded with insecurities given to them by media and culture, i’m beggining to think that “love” is nothing more than our selfish need fill those gaps insecurity creates, that we convince ourself we care for someone just so that we may be cared for ourselves. If anyone has any PHILOSOPHY that can help convince me i’m going down the dark path with this thinking please present it…or maybe that’s just wishfull thinking.