I apologize to the SDMB as a whole for creating another emo post just a couple weeks after my last one. I ask that you all please indulge me one more.
After 11 years of turbulence, I finally was getting my life to a good point. I have a great job, love what I do, and get paid well for it. I just moved into a new home and have a fantastic roommate. I’m doing so well financially that I’ve even been playing with the idea of buying a new car and perhaps even purchasing the home I’m living in. I was seeing a really nice girl (that ended, and probably for the better). By all accounts, I’ve been very pleased and happy with my life as it is.
As has been the same old song and dance in my life, stability never lasts long.
Earlier this week, my roommate’s mother died of bone cancer. I really feel for him. He’s a good guy and very good to his family. She willed him her house, so he’ll be moving out. No more roommate. The house owner (who’s kind of a prick), will probably be moving back in.
Today, the VP of Training and Staff Development (my department’s boss), gathered us together to let us know that effective immediately, all contract employees are fired. On the upside (I guess), they’ve given me two or three weeks. Everyone else has to have their desks cleared out tomorrow.
From what I understand, the VP is working hard to hire me as a full-time employee, or at least find me another job in the hospital. While I’m very grateful for that, it doesn’t help with the sudden uncertainty, not to mention the fact that I’ve loved this job more than any I’ve ever had, and I was damn good at it. I’ve only been working here for a little over a month (the contract was meant to be long-term, as in years), and I just sunk several hundred bucks into my new place. What do I do now?
I guess the main point is that I’m sick and tired of my life being a constant roller coaster. Up and down and up and down and up and down. I’ll be 30 next year. When do I get some stability?