Backstory: My best friend is getting married, and she’s asked me to be the matron of honor. They are getting married sometime in early summer 2012 (they can’t reserve the reception site until Jan 1, 2012). We are originally from the same area, where I still live. She lives and will be married in a city 1000 miles away. I am a single parent of a 9 year old child. I have just finished college, and am looking for a job right now, so money is tight.
The main questions I have are regarding what she is calling the “wedding two weeks.” Meaning, I should be in her city for a total of two weeks, leading up to and through the wedding to help her. She also has plans for a bachelorette party (fairly tame - she wants to play a drinking game to bridal tv with some girlfriends).
My question is: what about my daughter? Bride wants her to do a reading in the wedding, so Kid needs to be in the city for the wedding. If this is the case, I will have a kid with me for those two weeks. Kid is for the most part very well-behaved. She’s naturally quiet, shy, and polite, so sometimes people forget she’s a child, and some have even forgotten she exists.
Am I heading into “Zilla” territory because I don’t necessarily think being out there for two weeks would be a good idea? As quiet as she is, Kid is a child, and there will be times where she will act up, especially if all she’s going to be doing is “wedding stuff.” As for the bachelorette party - I have no issues planning and paying, but I won’t be able to attend, because I have to take care of my child. Not attending that as MOH is unheard-of from where we’re from, and I’m afraid to bring it up.
I think that Bride is so focused on her wedding (and that’s okay), that she isn’t thinking about Kid Logistics when she’s planning the wedding two weeks. I need some perspective. Usually, I’d ask Bride, but obviously, she’s one of the people I’m considering. My therapist says that I should do what’s right for me, which is not even attending the wedding (eliminating the drama - part of this ties into outside issues I have), but doing that would cost me my best friend.
What do you think? I know I’m being selfish somewhere here, I just can’t see it. Please tell me.