Hello all, I need a thread/forum to voice out my dilemma that I am having with my boyfriend, and I need to opinions from other people as I do not have many people in my life to talk to about this issue. If you can help or provide a different perspective please do, otherwise read on…
I am 20, my boyfriend is 23. We have been dating for almost a year (it will be by on July 1st). For the most part I would like to consider myself a pretty laid back girlfriend, or at least I thought I was until last night.
My boyfriend’s friend’s birthday was on Friday and his friend was going to have a get together with his buddies on Saturday. Initally my boyfriend didn’t want to go, but I encouraged him to go because it was his birthday and it would be nice for him to go an support him. He told me it was going to be a barbeque or whatever, I did not think much of it. Usually my boyfriend does go out with friends, Im not the type to pester him or nag him when I know he’s going to be out with his guy friends. Later that Saturday night, he texted me and said he’d be staying over at his friends place for the night, no big deal, just common courtesy I guess.
The next day, he was going to hang out with some friends in the afternoon, and he didn’t call me until the evening and we talked. He told me they hung out, had a couple beers and then he said, “I don’t know if you’re going to be mad at me, I went to stripclub.” Okay, it was no big deal at first…then he felt the need to go on. Telling me how the girls we’re so hot, they got full nude, they have awesome bodies and whatnot. He told me it was 20 bucks for private dance so he didn’t go for one.
Now here’s the tricky thing, I know in the beginning of our relationship I mostly likely did shoot myself in the foot and I told him I didn’t mind if he went but that was because I was naïve, I guess. Later on maybe 5 or 6 months in, I mentioned the idea to him that we should go to a stripclub together cause I wanted to see what it was like. So I set out on finding a club for us to go together, and that’s when my opinion on these establishments changed. I live in Ontario, Canada, and the legalities regarding stripclubs is that the dance can go full nude, she can touch the patron and the patron can touch her. As I read the reviews for various clubs across the city, I stumbled upon various disturbing reviews talking about how girls offer extras and that you certainly haggle a girl down to a good price to sex with her. I saw reviews of how some women allow men to suck their breasts, finger them, and the dancers themselves will offer protected or unprotected sex.
Reading the reviews, I got back to my boyfriend and I told him what I read that I was completely turned off from going to strip clubs and I that I not comfortable with them at all anymore. I don’t know how often those activities happen, but the reviews (and there were a lot of them) were all recent.
The reason I was comfortable at first was because I thought all you get to do is watch. I had no idea the person receiving the dance could touch, possibly do much more. I would like to think that I trust him, but quite honestly the friend that he went with kind of makes the issue a little more unsettling with me. His friend has nagged him in the past about going, in fact that was how our first conversation about strip clubs came up because he wanted to visit one.
So as I said, our anniversary is coming up and we have a hotel booked and everything and quite honestly, I just don’t want to go. Im kind of turned off by him at the moment. I guess what Im trying to get at is I want to know is
Am I being unreasonable for feeling the way that I do? Is it a little extreme to not want to spend the night with him? Cause to be honest Im quite repulsed by him at the moment. I do have intentions of talking to him about it, but Id like to know how to go about telling him because I do not want him to feel like I’ll get so angry everytime he goes that he avoids telling me.
Thanks for reading and all of your perspectives/advice and whatnot