Burned some brideges/made some serious mistakes in my job career. Now I'm changed and want back in

Yes. A third DUI in many jurisdictions is a felony, which often comes with loss of voting rights, loss of the right to carry a gun, and loss of the ability to qualify for professional licenses without a lot of work.

Yes, you have a criminal record, but if all you have is two misdemeanor DUI’s, you don’t have a super-cereal record and you CAN work to seriously diminish the effects of those convictions.

What you need to do now is to stay sober and/or avoid driving after drinking, so as to avoid getting yourself a third DUI, which is going to REALLY hurt.

First off, I’m sorry about your father. Even if you weren’t incredibly close, it has to hurt. I’d like to have my home and car paid off and money to invest, but not at that price. Not at all. And good for you for getting sober in your early 20’s. Many people take a lot longer to make that change.

That said, I’m going to chime in with the chorus that you’re going to have to pay your dues for a while longer. You’ve made mistakes and there are consequences to them. Yes, you can overcome them, but a year really isn’t enough time. It may seem like a long time to someone who’s 24 and has made so many changes they barely recognize the person they were before, but it’s really not when you’re looking through the eyes of a hiring manager.

I’ve hired people, and one thing to realize is that companies–particularly in today’s economy–are very,* very* risk averse with regards to hiring. No one wants to hire someone who won’t work out in the position. Not only is it a huge hassle to fire someone, it’s a substantial cost to the company, and you get called to the carpet to explain why you hired them in the first place and how you’re going to avoid making that mistake again (and everyone listening to your explanation has the benefit of hindsight and is certain they wouldn’t make that mistake).

So only in rare circumstances will someone take a chance on a candidate. You need to prove that it’s really not that big a risk. Someone coming out of college doesn’t have the red flags on their record and resume that you do. That means they’re perceived as less of a risk.

You need to show that you can handle stress because all jobs will have stress (and don’t try the route of saying the job you’re interviewing for is less stressful, because everyone thinks they put up with more stress than the average worker). You need to show that you’ll stick through the unpleasant parts of a job without walking off because all jobs have unpleasant parts. You need to show you can work with less than stellar bosses because no place wants a delicate flower who only performs for perfect managers.

All of that takes time. That doesn’t mean don’t apply for good opportunities you see now (you never know), but don’t get discouraged if it doesn’t happen for you for a few more years.

In the meantime, keep up to date with new developments in your field, so you’re just as current as those coming out of school. Build a great track record at your current job so you have strong references that someone else may not. And work on finding ways to cope with stress, boredom, and loneliness that don’t involve drinking. Personal growth is a positive with a candidate, but you need time to show that it has worked.

Of course you should be proud of being sober, BUT I was trying to show you how an employer thinks. However

I think you are right, there may not be anything that the people on this board can offer you.

Good luck.

IME (and I’ve done more than dabble in addiction medicine in the last 2 decades) it takes 18-24 months for the brain to really start working normally after chronic substance abuse. Combine that with the fact that the male brain isn’t fully mature even in the best of circumstances until about age 26 or 27, and you can be assured you’re still not doing your best thinking.

And one’s consequences continue long after the drinking and using stops. Back in 2007 I made the newspapers 17 years after I had sobered up because an intrepid reporter wanted to do an expose on alcoholic physicians who are still allowed by the medical board to practice. He duly reported that I claimed 17 years of sobriety, but made it clear he thought an alcoholic could never be trusted.

Nothing for it but to stay sober.

Keep going to AA, and work the steps. When you eventually get to the amends, 9th step, I think, you will be doing what you can to fix things for the people you hurt. Even if the people are really gracious and make small of it, it makes you consider how much your actions impact others. This is an important part of being a responsible adult. I’ve never done AA myself (I’ve never been much for drinking), but I’ve got to say that my friends who have done it have matured enormously.

Finally, stay sober. Don’t get to a point where just a little will be okay. Backsliding will bring up all the behaviors that were hurting you.

I wish you the very best.

Yeah, I meant no offence by that comment by the way, but I know that there are very few people involved in ag on this board so I had to make note of that.

I post on a lot of ag websites about other things but this is a totally personal issue and I was pointed out on a different website that this is a very small world and I found out I have some neighbors on some of those websites :eek: so I come to a website like this where no one knows me, or at least I hope.

I try my hardest to keep on the up and up on job opportunities within the industry. My best friend is a sales/service man for a seed company with lots of connections and knows about a lot of movements within the industry and I am an obsessive internet researcher as well.

I appreciate the inputs so far!

On a lighter note, since I’m sure there is a lot of ignorance of the subject on this board, if someone thinks I should start an “ask a farmer” thread, like the “ask a gay guy” and other threads I’ve read on this board, let me know. I doubt anyone would show much interest but I thought I’d throw that out there for you.

I’d be interested, personally. I used to know a ton of farmers when I was a kid, but not anymore.