Truely, I doubt that anyone posting here hasn’t gone through exactly what you are feeling right now. I suffered through it a couple times myself. As bad as it feels now, you’ve gained something from it. You know the pain of loss, you know more about life and love. I hate that life requires us to feel the intense pain you are going through to learn its lessons, but apparently it is necessary. Like everyone is saying, you WILL get through it, and you will love again. When love strikes again you’ll be more prepared for it and have a much better chance of something more permanent. Hollow words for now, in time it will all be crystal clear. Time heals all wounds. 
what alice_in_wonderland said on page 1.
The bad news is that you’re going to survive this, and fall in love again, and feel this way again, probably with several repeats.
That’s also the good news. It never stops feeling horrible but it stops catching you so totally by surprise, and once you’ve found within yourself the emotional resiliency to get through it (you will get through this!) the first time, you know you’ll survive it the next time around.
Eat some chocolate. Chocolate helps.
Well we talked things last night and got a lot of these issues all out in the open. I honestly can’t say what’s going to happen at this point. If it’s gonna work, then we both have to make some major changes and we both realize that. Of course it would be awesome if it all worked out but if it doesnt, then such is life I guess. I never expected to get this many reassurance and replies. Honestly I expected this thread to sink like a rock. In a way I kind of wish that it had, because I have a bad habit of telling too many people way too much information about myself but then again…I’m forever grateful for all the advice I’ve gotten here.
I’m for sure going to print this thread and keep it close at hand for future referance, because I’m sure something like this will happen to me again, or to someone close to me. Thanks again, everyone. I know I’ll be okay in the end, but sometimes you just don’t know when that’s gonna be.