So, let me begin my explaining the situation. I’m a 16 year old American male going through those typical times of hormones and alterations of friendships. Typical, I know, but times have been absent of any solace.
Within the past few months my group of friends has had a series of falling out, thus leaving me with few close friends. That’s an entire story in itself, but I’ll refrain.
Then just recently I’ve started experiencing something of a falling out with my close online friend, someone my age who lives in NYC that I talk to daily. We shared all our problems and struggles together, but now things are on shaky ground for a variety of reasons.
I never have my parents to leave on. My dad’s a drunk who lives on the other side of town, and I just can’t relate to my mom, although she’s nice and whatnot. I don’t have a SO to entrust, and writing in my journal only goes so far. My therapist doesn’t offer much comfort, or at least the type I desire. I’m not religious and don’t plan to be, so I have no organization to go and rely on.
I now have no one to lean on, no one to talk to about my latest issues. I’m feeling void now, and utterly alone. I’ve never related to my peers much, but this is getting too problematic.
What do I do now?